It is that time of year again! Time for blank sheets of paper, nametags, colorful binders, sharpened pencils, and new outfits. I hope that everyone has had a wonderful start to the new school year. I loved seeing the back-to-school pictures and well wishes for all the children, teachers, and staff. I also thoroughly enjoyed reading the funny jokes about hard-to-wake kids, car lines, and first-day blunders. Let’s just say, I laughed a lot and that I can completely relate.
As a mother, I confess that I tend to have many racing thoughts when my two girls start back to school. Will they behave and act like they were taught some sense by my husband and me? Will they get good grades and excel in their academic strengths? Will they make friends that will help them grow and develop their Christian faith? And unfortunately, due to the times we live in, will they be safe?
I used to panic over these questions and concerns, but the sendoff for this school year was a bit different. Painful life circumstances over the last fifteen months caused me to reflect on my convictions as a mother and as my children’s defender. I now have a better perspective. God loves my children much more than I do.
In the book of Psalms, King David wrote about God’s all-knowing care and guidance regarding his (our) wellbeing. When it comes to my children, I know that God took the time to intricately form them in my womb. David wrote, “For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb” (Psalm 139:13 NIV). God also knew them before I did, with their days already planned. David continued, “Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be” (Psalm 139:16). And thankfully, God goes before them. “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you…” (Deuteronomy 31:8).
I can also rest in the knowledge that whatever happens in their lives will be used for the good of His kingdom as seen in this familiar verse in Romans, “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to His purpose” (Romans 8:28).
Please do not misunderstand as this is not to say that I don’t have worry moments. I am human and a mommy. I pray for my girls constantly. However, I now find myself resting more in the peace and knowledge that I gained over the past year. God goes before my children. He will never leave nor forsake them. I will not be anxious or dismayed. “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go” (Joshua 1:9).
I pray that everyone will have a wonderful, productive, and safe school year. Keep those funny posts coming!
Many blessings,
Carissa Lovvorn